Deciding

Decisions. decisions. Making decisions can be the most difficult experience of your life. You think along all the ways this could go wonderfully, completely, totally right and then directly next to that thought train is the ways it could go horrifically, unnaturally, and one hundred percent wrong. 
 When faced with those two avenues sometimes there is no easy way of which on to take sometimes there is. For the most part you need to hunker down and act like an adult. Bite the bullet and make the choice. Often times, when you follow your gut things turn out okay, if by chance you go against what you feel in your very core then you most like will end up in emotional turmoil  your feels all crazy and such. As the time comes that you are faced with one of these choices follow your instincts, they were given to us for a reason.
 When you make those decisions they do effect the people around you but don't let that stop you from making the one that is best for you. When you've made the right decision then you will know, from the inside out. Your feels will agree with the rest of your insides and all will be well, maybe not directly after the choice but as time wears on all shall be as it needs to be. Don't let those in your life influence what you need to do in order to live the most chaos free life you possibly can.
 Keep in mind, when you do make your choice it doesn't mean that you love someone any less, it just means that you love them but you are taking care of your needs first, which if they love you they will understand and they will stand by your side in the decisions that you make. 


P.s.
          If it helps you say to yourself, "Remember, I love you. I love you and I did this not only for myself but for us." 
  It might help along your path of deciding :)